Mar 06, 2006 11:20
i dreamt last night that i was breast feeding a child.
*perhaps cuz theres been lots of talk recently about acquiring a child.*
hehe
im feeling very inspired today
i think its due to recent influence from amazing individuals. sometimes the state of our world is so overwhelming, and it fucking sucks...this world is pretty much shit in a lot of regards, its true. yet there is so much beauty. beauty unimaginable...utterly astounding...moments of magic, at times i feel as if my heart will explode. sometimes its hard to believe my life is real, i am so in awe.
balance is key
how can i most effectively utilize my existence?
that has been my question to myself lately.
i need to stay inspired.
honestly, its not that hard
especially when im surrounded with so much beauty.