Good-bye all overandoverandoverandoverandover again...

Oct 29, 2005 00:56

Everything's blurry around me from the gallons of tears I've cried. My eyes are merely tiny slits the color of a burning red like that of a vampire's lips after a savoury meal. I'm bleeding inside and no doctor in the world could fix me up. My head is shrinking, slowly disappearing into my neck under the burden of tonnes of images, sentences, songs, laughs, voices and unforgettable moments I've lived here and which are now ready to crush my being into a heap of bones, some guts and sigh after sigh after sigh...cuz I cannot scream or cry no more...
Saying those ever-hated two words has never ever been an easy task for me though I could or should be imune by now counting all the moments I had to say them. But this time was the worst time ever, the winner if you wish, the one that I will never be able to get over with. I already know that much and this knowledge scares me alot. No drama but the plain truth. And it hurts.
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