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Today I found out I made the biggest accomplishment of my life and passed the crc exam. 3 weeks after lauren died and my life was turned upside down. I had these plans to study for months in advance (or atleast feb) and of course this didnt go as planned. but with a lil helper and hours on end at wegmans with mbwana I fucking did it and now I have accomplished everything I have set out to pass. And I find it funny I had a dream about Lauren last night, and havent had one in awhile. Because I knew if I passed it would be with her help. And she helped me, and I did it. And I just wanna cry because I have now gotten back everything I lost or worried I had lost.. except of course one very important person. I miss you LC.