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That last entry sounded a little on the snotty side... So I got this scholarship aka a laaaarge check in the mail and for some reason I think this means I can just spend tons of money. But like, I used to have a lot of fucking crazy body issues (probably because I gained a massive amount of weight in undergrad) so now that I actually shop and enjoy clothes and the different shapes of clothes and different fabrics and how they feel and what they do as far as sight goes, well I just cant stop. And I justify this with my past depression. I mean whaaaaaat? Cmon nah. But the thing is I want to live my life to the fullest and since I am concentrating hard on working as much as I can while finishing my degree (and what a little bitch is has been this year!) and not traveling and whatnot as much, this gives me great pleasure. Gregs lucky I'm on this kick because I buy him shit all the time like I'm his sugar Mama or some shit. I'm buying him a dresser he wants for his BD because I am just THAT amazing. I mean I can't help it really. I have been waiting years to spoil and love a guy who in my eyes is perfection and sweet and understanding and caring and obbsessed w me n shiz so now the time has come. I've been waitin YO. I had a horrible week! When it rains it pours for sure, and telling my professors the TRUTH about southeast works not being an appropriate site for me to do my internship at was a bitch.