the next six months of my life.

[maybe_themoon]

i'm taking on quite a few changes. i'm cutting out the bad habits, and replacing them with good intentions. i need to take a break. i need to focus on what i really want to do. reality slapped me in the face, when i was talking to a friend about highschool graduations. come august, i'll be out of school for a second year, and i have nothing to show

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[i_eclipsed]

I can empathize with your paragraph on graduation, etc. Although I'm in school, the other day it actually hit me that I'm not young anymore. This is my last yr of teenagehood. Whoa. You're not a loser. Don't let anyone tell you anything similar. Of couse you don't want to be working at smoothie king forever, but you're only 18. (I'm certain) it was your decision to work and if you wanted to you could easily be unemployed. You are talented and you are determined and driven and etc, I know you'll be successful in whatever you decide to pursue whether or not it's finanically rewarding. Take your time but don't take too much.

I think that the organic farm sounds totally fuckin' awesome, wish I could join yah. It'll be a life-changing experience to say the least. Good job!

I don't know why your parents/friends doubt you. I think that you are incredible! I don't think that you're the kind that doesn't go through with things. Everyone starts projects and leaves them unfinished, but I haven't noticed that pattern in you. You're beautiful. Don't let people get you down even when they're discouraging. I totally totallllly can feel you on that. I hope you consider me a good or close friend!!!

I love you Kim! I'd call you right now but I know I'd stay on the phone for like 5 hrs and I'm so behind in school and doing shitty, so I can't. I hope you're doing good and I loooooooove you. I stayed home Friday too. Then my mom and I went out for dinner.

GET AN APT. IN MY BED

love you a lot, love ryah.

[maybe_themoon]

you hope i consider you a close friend? you better recognize! that you totally are!!!!!!!

anyway thank you! for all of what you said here. i looooooove you too!!
call me as soooooooon as you can- i'm sure we have a kazillion and one things to talk about/rant about.