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This is where livejournal comes in the best interest for me. I'm pissed. I'll write in my journal..online. heheh. Okay but seriously. fucking pissed. Everything. People. Certain people. Die? Or maybe just go away for 2 weeks or so and then we can talk when you come back..maybe. if I feel like it. why is it always just when I feel like it? why are some people just complete shit when you really get to see their true colors? Why does this get me in a bad mood? WHY am i the most confusing person? I even confuse myself till no end. i know what I want but it seems out of reach. i forgot how to speak even. maybe it was just my day today... maybe everything is just hitting me all at the same time. fuck. 2 am. will continue this later.