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I'm not sure that I can keep pretending I'm alright by writing songs and posting bulletins on myspace venting some bullshit I just want one person to read, but I know they won't. There's no way I can make myself the person I want to be in front of certain people whether I'm fucked up or not. I just want things to be simple. Like some 80's pop song. But I'm going to continue to try and continue to make a fool of myself. Why can't I just fucking not give a shit?