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every once in a while i think i can't get enough of seeing couples who are happy and compatible and in love. it does not even matter that i don't have that special somebody, because there is just something so beautiful about seeing two people so in love, in knowing that feeling really truly does exist, and i just can't help feeling a little bit happy. is that silly?
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i'm getting a little tired of being asked, "why not?" because the excuse "you're not him" is getting old and becoming a lie. maybe i should just be honest, throw a little less of a pity party, and say: "you're just not what i'm looking for." to settle would just be the most blatant lie there is.
the chase is always fun until somebody runs away for good. yes, i messed up. yes, you're jabbing in the knife. yes, this always happens. drama king.
ps. i am really feeling this layout, though i wish i knew what it said.
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i'm getting a little tired of being asked, "why not?" because the excuse "you're not him" is getting old and becoming a lie. maybe i should just be honest, throw a little less of a pity party, and say: "you're just not what i'm looking for." to settle would just be the most blatant lie there is.
the chase is always fun until somebody runs away for good. yes, i messed up. yes, you're jabbing in the knife. yes, this always happens. drama king.
ps. i am really feeling this layout, though i wish i knew what it said.