OVER IT...I mean him
ok today was possibly the best day of my life. Felix asked me for my number today..which started my day off really good. Of course I gave it to him. So i was just really happy that he asked, even if he didnt call. So the rest of my day went really well, nothing to special but still good. Then I go home and Felix does call me. I was so excited because I have been wanting to talk to him for a few days. Sadly I couldnt talk at the moment because I was about to eat, so I had to call him back later. When I got home and was ready to call him, I was expecting to be really nervous about it, but I wasnt because he makes me feel comfortable. We talked for a long time, about everything. He told me why he was interested in me and it was so nice to hear. We are starting to plan our first date. This might be to soon after Joe, but honestly, Im not even thinking about it...or him...anymore. I told my self I was going to waste no more energy over it, and that is exactly what I am doing, moving on. He apparently has been talking to a girl at his school, so he was confused, and that was why he wanted to male me feel bad. To make himself feel better. I thought I would be sad once I heard about him and another girl, especially when he was still saying we where getting back together. But I really could care less. Maybe thats because I am talking to Felix, or maybe that it really just doesnt bother me, but I like not caring about it. Yeah, it kinda hurts a little that he lied about not talking to anyone else, but I mean I am really tired of him hurting me. So I have to make myself stronger so that it doesnt bother me. So anyway...back to me and Felix, he told me that he had wanted to talk to me for a few days, but he was really shy about it. But so was I so I really didnt care. I am just happy we are talking at all. So we talked for a few more hours, then when he finally had to go, he said that since he knew I liked knowing things up front and not having to wonder, he told me that he was really starting to like me. I couldnt stop smiling. I just cant wait to see wear this goes.