im done
well its over. officially over. joe and i are no more. and i am happy. not that it is over because i loved what we had in the beginning, but i am happy that i dont have to cry over him and worry all the time. but it is time for both of us to just move on to better things. i really hopes he realizes what he did to me so that he doesnt hurt anyone else the way he hurt me. in a way i want him to want me back just so i can say no and have the upper hand for once, but i think its best that we dont dwell in the past. he sent me a text early this morning asking me if i was to good to talk to him, when really he made me feel i wasnt good enough. o well. doesnt really matter anymore. i am really happy. the only thing i can think about now is how long this happiness is going to last. i guess i shouldnt dwell on that and be grateful for what i have now.
o so here is my plan. the only thing i want that i am asking for christmas from my parents is a video camera. (im watching laguna beach and it is giving me ideas). i am going to start video taping random moments of my life w/ friends a parties and random other events. i think that would be a really cool way to remember my life with friends in high school. all this drama is something i never want to forget.
o so here is my plan. the only thing i want that i am asking for christmas from my parents is a video camera. (im watching laguna beach and it is giving me ideas). i am going to start video taping random moments of my life w/ friends a parties and random other events. i think that would be a really cool way to remember my life with friends in high school. all this drama is something i never want to forget.