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I hate how little i use this thing...its almost useless to me...but then it gets back down to me just wanting to spill stuff out..which i wont do this time. either way....i still have it so i might as well use it. I've been doing some thinking and i realized that...my feelings for kelsey are just spiraling down. I mean...it was fun...we had lots of good times..and i knnow this will hurt her and all...but i really just dont se her as a girlfriend anymore. the other night when i was at AJ's house...I met this girl stacey..she's really cute, she plays guitar, and i think she might like me...either way...I like her. just about anyone acn say that though...people dont act on their feelings enough. it seems the whole society is fake. Everyone always hiding their true feelings behind what they have built themselves to be. I dont like being fake...I like being me. I dont like having to fake strong emotions...because that...is just a dick thing to do. what am I gonna do? I dunno. prolly end up making a move on stacey without realizing it...end up doing something that will become spread around the enitre school once it starts again. then end up in a HUGE fight between Becca and I...because kelsey tells becca and becca gets mad. Kelsey just sits there and is emo. AHHHH.Im turning into somebody I dont wanna be.
~Marshall
~Marshall