Relize. Now I am happy.
They don't know ME. They know Jeremy. I am not this person. Not really. They know some fat kid, who changes to each person. Molds to each other. Most never notice. Jeremy acts different around each person. He acts how he thinks the other person wants him to act. That is not me, those who know. The people who talk to me. don't talk to ME. They talk to Jeremy.I am afraid that if they knew ME they wouldn't like me. I am different. Really different. I think different. I see things different. I am not afraid of dying. The only thing I am afraid of... Is ending up alone.