You are right and I was wrong, this town will be the downfall of us all.
I'm so afraid, I can't hold on this time, that's why I write-- to let you know just what goes on. 'Cause this is me, and everything I've dreamed, and you know that I can't just settle for anything. Just once more can we pretend that everything is okay and that we are all happy? Breathe hope in me, I need you. I try so hard to make this work in my life, I still believe in you. Play that faster and maybe they will move to our sound, this is the way its supposed to be. Coming together, on the dance floor, will you light the scene? Sing along,this is your favorite song and we'll play along, 'Cause you're the reason I'm alive. Close your eyes, sit back and relax, we'll be okay. Time and time again, I'll pray you're looking back, by the wake.
Ben's car was hit by some ass who was driving drunk and totally fucked up the side of his car.
It sort of made me realize that I could have loved him. If I didn't already, that is.
My heart has been hurting more and more lately because I miss him and I still want to be with him.
I fucking hate this.
This is a total F my life moment.