I don't really know whats right, but I'm trying. I really am

[mayann_x0]

Things have been really hard lately.
Please forgive me if I've been distant or rude.
It hasn't been on purpose.



I just want to be happy.
I hate everyone.
except a selected few.

I told someone I loved him.
Whether this news will make him happy, or digust him...
I guess I will find out soon.

I havent really gotten my hopes up.
it is always the same.
It just will repeat again.

now I have nothing.
he is gone.
he wont love me.
i have nothing.

i feel sick.

I don't get you.
I can't forget what you've forgotten
all along.
I've never been so alone.
Don't cry out.