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goddamn i'm so tired.
when i work these week-long runs i don't even know what day of the week it is.
does it even matter?
i got just under 1000 last friday, and i'm not happy.
my mother keeps taking money from my checks, and it pisses me off.
but once i see how she barely pays the bills every month, i get mad at myself for not understanding.
yeah i want new clothes, an ipod, a car, a violin, extensions, piercings.
but saving for college comes first, especially if i'm going to new york.
i have money. a job. friends that i see once in a while.
then why the fuck do i feel so alone and useless?!
i don't know what the hell is missing.
on a side note, that show metalocalypse is the funniest shit ever.
good night everyone. ♥
when i work these week-long runs i don't even know what day of the week it is.
does it even matter?
i got just under 1000 last friday, and i'm not happy.
my mother keeps taking money from my checks, and it pisses me off.
but once i see how she barely pays the bills every month, i get mad at myself for not understanding.
yeah i want new clothes, an ipod, a car, a violin, extensions, piercings.
but saving for college comes first, especially if i'm going to new york.
i have money. a job. friends that i see once in a while.
then why the fuck do i feel so alone and useless?!
i don't know what the hell is missing.
on a side note, that show metalocalypse is the funniest shit ever.
good night everyone. ♥