Aug 03, 2006 22:47
so my face is sunburnt again. :/
but going to the pool was fun, minus the sun stroke and falling out of my stupid top 465243 times.
nada is so damn pretty. i hope she ends up dating my brother someday.
i'm glad that christen didn't get into trouble either.
i think i would've had a much better time if it wasn't so fucking hot today.
i feel so self concious when i go to the pool, because i don't look quite the same as the rest of the skinny girls. that's probably one of the only times when i really hate being the size i am.
at the end of the day i'm healthy, cause i do monstrous exercise at work, and that's all that matters, right?
when i come home at the end of the day i just can't help feeling alone.
i guess i love to be morbid in this journal. i'm a lot happier off the interwebs, promise.
i need to find something that fufills me again.
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