Nov 20, 2005 16:20
There will be no more hair pulling kisses and bitten shoulders for me.
I manage to sabotage, ruin and fuck up every good thing that comes my way.
I miss the innocent and optimistic girl I used to be. I miss who I was at sixteen.
I want to be her again. She was sweet and soft and untouched by heartbreak.
My softness is gone. I have felt it happening, seen the sharp edges forming.
I almost don't know who I am anymore.