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Everything's just been so hectic lately, that I haven't had time to update or any of that shieeet. I'm graduating high school in a few months and entering city college in the Fall. I've got a life to maintain that's been falling apart since the beginning.
I've told myself that I needed to back off from socializing so much and focus on my education and somehow, it's been working out nicely. I've pulled away from friends and having fun to concentrating on my studies and I've gotten a lot better during class.
I don't talk as much with people around me, I don't care so much about what others have to say if it involves negativity. I'm not as sensitive to trivial things as I was before and somehow I feel like I've grown.
I'm scared of the future if I have to be completely honest with myself and with those around me... I'm honestly scared of what the world has in store for me and what I'm going to do with myself in the future. I don't know if I'll make it in the real world, despite all the support from family I've been receiving... I don't know if I'll be able to financially support myself. These are just the little things on my mind. I've been getting headaches non-stop! (Not complaining just sayin' :P), my back's been hurting because my posture is absolutely atrocious and horribly misaligned. x.x
Ack, well there isn't much else to say except that I've been sticking close to my standards and studies, and this one guy that I truly do like and my parents (and my doggy!).
Hopefully everything will work out in the end and I'll be able to ease my worries away without having to go through some mental and physical drama along the way.
Peace.
I've told myself that I needed to back off from socializing so much and focus on my education and somehow, it's been working out nicely. I've pulled away from friends and having fun to concentrating on my studies and I've gotten a lot better during class.
I don't talk as much with people around me, I don't care so much about what others have to say if it involves negativity. I'm not as sensitive to trivial things as I was before and somehow I feel like I've grown.
I'm scared of the future if I have to be completely honest with myself and with those around me... I'm honestly scared of what the world has in store for me and what I'm going to do with myself in the future. I don't know if I'll make it in the real world, despite all the support from family I've been receiving... I don't know if I'll be able to financially support myself. These are just the little things on my mind. I've been getting headaches non-stop! (Not complaining just sayin' :P), my back's been hurting because my posture is absolutely atrocious and horribly misaligned. x.x
Ack, well there isn't much else to say except that I've been sticking close to my standards and studies, and this one guy that I truly do like and my parents (and my doggy!).
Hopefully everything will work out in the end and I'll be able to ease my worries away without having to go through some mental and physical drama along the way.
Peace.