Annoyance_ chapter08
Author : 
maya_chan1412
Beta : matsuaurore
Pairing : Sakumiya, Yama, Sakumoto, Sakuraiba!
Rating : PG-13 (for this chapter)
Genre: Romance, angst
Warning: m-preg
Chapter Eight~~~~~ >
Aiba's pov;
The rest of the journey went quite calm since Sho was still asleep on my shoulder, or to be accurate, pretending to sleep. I felt him shuddering when I kissed his lips. I didn't know if he was avoiding me after what happened earlier.
No.. I knew..
He was avoiding me.
Was he confused after my sudden coming back? Because I couldn't feel the same passion between us. It was a one-sided passion. Was it possible that he didn't forgive me since that day? Oh my god, it must be this! How would he forgive me if I hadn't explained anything yet?
I wasn't comfortable about the driver's gazes also. I looked through the mirror to notice him staring at 'us' so I pulled Sho deeper to my neck. Sho startled. I had to settle things down during the coming days. I had to ask Kazu for help, he never refused to do so... never...
I never wondered why though...
We reached our destination with a tensed mood in the car. Matsujun was trying to change it, he kept throwing jokes at everything, and Kazu was so supportive with his laughs.
I wanted to wake Sho up. I kissed his lips then whispered his name in his ear. He opened his eyes immediately, and laughed anxiously. He opened Kazu's door and jumped above him who started to scream from the other boy's heaviness. Then we all followed him out of the car.
Matsujun started to get the tent, sleeping bags, and the other staff out of the car with the help of the polite Kazunari. While they were doing this, Sho, Satoshi and I searched for a good position to place our tent in.
Since the sun was about to set, we hurried to organize things. We didn't feel the running of time till Sho announced that he was hungry, he wanted dinner.
"Ammm, sorry, but I think I forgot to bring wood for fire-"
"What! What is that maid-o! What are we supposed to do now?!"
"It is NOT my fault if you were flirting with your boyfriend and didn't make even a small effort to help me pack things!" I felt proud that Matsujun signed me as Sho's boyfriend.
"Ma, ma¬ it's not a big deal! Let's just choose two or three to look around here for some wood." The genius Kazunari pointed out.
After the so many janken tries, Ohno and I were the ones who had to go. Actually Sho failed twice but he refused to go, so we ended up changing some rules so he could win.
I followed Satoshi who was walking fast in front of me. I wanted to start a conversation, but I didn't know how or what or even when.
"I heard you were Sho's boyfriend." Thank god! He started, but hell! I hate that guy! Why he had to talk about these things? What did he mean by (were)!!
"I guess we are still lovers." I chuckled nervously. Then a very long silence followed.
"You know that I love him. Right?" Okay that was direct.
"I know, and I think it is rude. Why? Because he already has a boyfriend!" I didn't know that my temper could change that fast. I felt like screaming, like punching his face to a near tree.
"You think so? I won't give up. He has to choose."
"You think he would choose you?"
"Why not?" I couldn't see his face while he talked, but I assured that his face was full of confidence, insistence and some kind of ... hope? I became speechless, what the F*** is wrong with him! I am Sho's boyfriend! I love him! And he surely loves me!! Right?
Suddenly, he turned his face to my side and smiled a sleepy smile, he stretched his arm shook my hand and said, "I am sorry. I don't want us to hate each other. I want us to be friends as well as rivals."
"Why?" I asked immediately. We could be friends and rivals?
"Matsujun likes it that way." Even if I didn't understand exactly what did he mean, I shook his hand.
We returned back to the camping place and we saw everything was ready. Matsujun wasn't joking when he said "Count on me for everything!" The thing was that nobody was there! Even Satoshi who was walking after me wasn't there. I felt kind of terrified, where are they?
"SURPRISE!!!!!" I jumped and looked at my right side to see the three men and my boyfriend standing wearing a silly hats and holding a cake! A birthday cake!
"Hey! What's is this? It's not even my birthday!"
Sho walked slowly to me, hugged my neck with his arms, then leaned to steal my breathe. We kissed, it was the most passionate kiss we had since I came back. I moaned and put my hand on his waist and pulled him to deepen the kiss.
"No No No, don't do it here!" I heard Kazu's voice from the back, many laughs followed his comment.
"We are not ready for a live porn!" If I am no mistaken, that was Matsujun's. "Although I would enjoy it."
Sho chuckled at my lips then pulled to look at their side.
"Hey, seriously what's the problem?" I asked, sincerely confused.
"It is a cake for your comeback," Sho said, "Don't leave me alone again." I smiled and pulled him to my chest repeating, "Never, never, never." I knew it was a lie. That promise was just a lie...
I thought it was stupid from me to think for a little bit that Sho didn't love me anymore.
We had a party, a really strange one, we played, laughed, ate, and danced until we felt really tired. We went to bed. Before that, Sho decided that we need to do some girly-games!
"I will put make-up on you, girls! You will be pretty~~" He insisted. We looked at him in disbelief. "Don't worry! I brought make-up with me!"
"WHAT?!" Matsujun shouted for sudden, "You brought make-up but didn't think about helping me packing? You-"
"I brought costumes also!"
"I WILL KILL YOU! YOU-"
"Who wanna start~~?" Sho interrupted Matsujun and kept ignoring him. I assured that if he looked at the younger's eyes that moment, he will be dead. The annoyed Matsujun is so scary.
Sho worked on all of us slowly. When you saw his concerned face, you would think that he was professional. God, not even for a slight little bit! He had no experience, I wondered how this idea came to his mind! However, we really enjoyed it! Even Matsujun who was complaining the whole time, laughed heartedly when he saw us. That crazy night ended by us taking photos of us with these customs and make-up Sho brought.
It was my first time sleeping outside. I couldn't sleep, the sleeping bag wasn't that good. Moreover, I already slept a few hours in the car. Also, Sho was in his sleeping bag beside me. I was able to feel his hot breath, and all I wanted was kissing his full lips forever.
"Are you asleep?" I asked him.
"No.."
I touched his warm hand so he moved closer to me. I hugged him tight, brushed his hair with my nose. God, I love him. I knew what to do, I actually had one thing in my mind, I pulled him to stand, took the small bag I kept hiding and went outside.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
I didn't answer him even when he kept asking and asking. We walked for like five minutes only. I was guiding him, his hand in mine. Once we reached the tree I saw earlier, I pushed him and smacked our lips together. I think he realized what I was aiming to do. But I decided to make it clear.
"I want you..."
Sho's pov
He was tall and homely, and holding himself. He stared at me. I was electrified, but held to that spot; he shook himself at me and I couldn’t move. We would have stayed there forever, but I saw a pair of eyes looking at our side. When I wanted to alarm Masaki, he shattered my shirt. Then I looked to the same previous spot and saw nothing.
I tried to push Masaki softly who was kissing my chest eagerly… I didn't know why, but I didn't want to go further with this. I think he noticed my reluctance, so he started a conversation.
"All right. Well you know, a lot of guys come here for fun and games."
"Fun and games?"
"Yeah." He said with his throaty and husky voice, which I was deeply in love with… one day before a year.
"What, like drugs?" I asked, playing stupid. I felt him becoming annoyed. So I wanted to start the only talk I wanted to do with him since a year. "Listen Masaki." He noticed my seriousness, so he pulled away from me and looked directly to my eyes. "You left me a year ago without saying anything, do you think you can come like this- like you hadn't done anything. Don't you think I might have changed? I might have loved someone else? I might want an explanation!"
"I knew it…"
"What?"
"You love Ohno-san."
"Wh-what?!" I looked in disgust at him, I felt completely annoyed. "What are you saying Masaki! I can't believe you are doubting my love for you! This conversation is useless!" I pushed him and he fell down, he didn't try to stand. I went back to the tent and in my sleeping bag, I started sobbing silently, this was the first time for me to cry after he left me on our wedding day. A hand started brushing my hair, I felt safe and my sobs started to calm down. I raised my head to see Kazunari smiling warmly at me.
Jun's pov,
I didn't know how I dared following them the previous night, was I curious? Or maybe I was missing having sex and I thought there might be a hot one between my master and his boyfriend? It should be like this... I prayed it was like this...
When I returned to the tent, Satoshi was the only one asleep. Masaki wasn't there. And Kazunari was patting Sho's back to calm him down. I walked straight to my sleeping bag and fell asleep deeply.
Then next morning was completely different. Like nothing had happened the whole night. I was the first who woke up and started preparing the breakfast. Luckily, I remembered bringing a stove worked with batteries, so I cooked Miso soup so the annoying master won't nag on my head. Satoshi woke up the second one, he took his fishing tools and disappeared into the woods. Moments after, I heard Kazunari and Masaki's laughs coming from the tent, when I went there, I saw Sho was sleeping with his butt raised. I joined them laughing then we woke him up. His puffy eyes declared the hard night he had had.
We waited for Satoshi for a long time, but he didn't come. So, we decided to go looking for him. We found him not far away beside the river, he was partly asleep. Sho stopped us from moving or making any sound, and he walked slowly like a thief.
Sho wanted to push Satoshi into the river. When he was about to do so, Satoshi looked behind and saw Sho. They stood still for a long moments. The three of us laughed at the silly failure of the prank. But suddenly we heard a scream followed by a water plash. When we looked at that side, we found Sho and Satoshi both in the water laughing. I didn't know what happened exactly so they ended up like this, but according to last night's events, this was so Yabai! So, I pulled Kazunari and pushed him to the water, he screamed at first, but laughed from the bottom of his heart at Masaki's face when he fell after us.
Sho didn't stop here, he asked us to take our clothes off so we could play in the water. So we did. However, minutes after, he disappeared with our clothes. And we ended up walking naked to the tent.
Kazunari asked for a revenge. And I told him I knew what to do. There was one thing that that bastard could die not to see. So when we reached the place, we make a circle around Sho, and we shook our hips, so our manhoods were dancing from side to side. The revenge was Dai Seiko! Sho was screaming and repeating "PERVERTS" . I knew that that act was the only thing that annoyed and embarrassed him. We didn't stop till we felt cold so we ran to the tent, wore some clothes and went back to eat our breakfast. It was strange that Sho didn't make a prank in that short time. I guessed that the "cocks" prank had shut him down for a little bit.
After that, we wanted to go climbing. What was crazy about this whole journey was that it wasn't planned. Whatever was in Sho's mind we will do it! We get prepared, and I could feel something was different even if they tried their best to hide it. Was I acting as a close friend or what?
"I have an announcement." Masaki said out of the blue. All of us looked at him. He was nervous. I could assure that he was really going to say a big news. He turned his face toward Sho. Then started talking without any of us interrupting him.
"I am sorry Sho-chan. I had to say these things before." His eyes were already full of tears. "Sho... the reason why I left you a year ago is..." There was a heavy silence, and I could already feel my heart pounding against my chest. "Because I was dying..." A flow of tears followed his last words. My mind became blurred, my eyes were stuck on Sho. The other men gasped, shocked, but I managed to ask him,
"Wh-what do you mean?!!"
"I have a lung cancer. I.. I left you a year ago not to hurt you. I didn't want to see you crying... However, deep inside me... all along this year, I hoped that you still loved me... I came because I wanted to spend my last few days with the person I love... to realize that he doesn't love me anymore. I realized that I became a burden for him. For his new love..."
"Masaki..."
"I am sorry." Masaki stood and left the tent. Leaving us all broken behind him. A moment after, Sho followed him, and right behind Sho, ran Satoshi-kun.
Ohno's pov;
I knew it was wrong to follow Sho right now, I knew I was acting selfishly. I knew that Masaki's condition was worst than any one of us. But what I was thinking of only was that I didn't want Sho to get hurt. I didn't want him to live through the darkness I fought hard to get out of. I didn't want him to be broken... Just like I was...
I followed him like a crazy stalker. When I got there, I guess I was a little bit late. He was already in his man's embrace, and both were crying. Between the sobs and the thick tears, Sho raised his head and smacked his lips to the younger man's. I wanted to go back to the tent. I wanted to close my eyes. I wanted to run away from here, I wanted to do many things... but I stood still... like a loser.
I saw the man I fell in love with taking off his clothes. I saw my boss pushing his body eagerly to the other guy. I felt like crying... like dying... I felt like I lost someone else beside Toma.
Hearing Sho's moan woke me up. I pulled my legs difficulty and walked back to where the others were.
Kazu's pov;
I hated myself. I was the reason of Sho and Masaki's pain! I am evil! I hated myself! A crazy guy like me should die! I was the one who prayed for them to be separated! I was the reason God sent that illness to Masaki! How I dared... My friend... Who suffered his whole life in an orphanage and dreamt about a new bright life but I, the demon, ruined his life because of my selfishness! I couldn't let him be happy with Sho!! I was jealous of him being happy with Sho!! I deserve that illness... not the innocent Masaki!! Oh god...
I wanted to push everything and smack it! I kicked everything around me and started screaming. There was someone in the tent, Matsujun maybe, but I could care less, he understood the mood and left me alone. I kept kicking anything that was around me, blankets, plates, cups, and even the bags. I kicked a bag, Sho's, and a box flew out of it and opened on the ground. I swore I saw that box somewhere before...
It's Yuriku's.
Between the anger that I felt, the confusion that filled me, and the despair that controlled me... I was able to see it... There was a letter. Why would she send him a letter when She had a phone! I decided to let my curiosity win over me. Even if it wasn't the right time to feel curious, I opened the letter, and started reading with wide shocked eyes...
Sho onii-san;
I hope you will die.
Your beloved sister; Yuriko.
End of chapter eight!
A chapter full of annoyance, huh? XD
This chapter is kind of longer than the ones before v,v
Because
ginger001 asked for alonger update XD
Looking forward for your comments ^^
JA!
maya_chan1412
Beta : matsuaurore
Pairing : Sakumiya, Yama, Sakumoto, Sakuraiba!
Rating : PG-13 (for this chapter)
Genre: Romance, angst
Warning: m-preg
Chapter Eight~~~~~ >
Aiba's pov;
The rest of the journey went quite calm since Sho was still asleep on my shoulder, or to be accurate, pretending to sleep. I felt him shuddering when I kissed his lips. I didn't know if he was avoiding me after what happened earlier.
No.. I knew..
He was avoiding me.
Was he confused after my sudden coming back? Because I couldn't feel the same passion between us. It was a one-sided passion. Was it possible that he didn't forgive me since that day? Oh my god, it must be this! How would he forgive me if I hadn't explained anything yet?
I wasn't comfortable about the driver's gazes also. I looked through the mirror to notice him staring at 'us' so I pulled Sho deeper to my neck. Sho startled. I had to settle things down during the coming days. I had to ask Kazu for help, he never refused to do so... never...
I never wondered why though...
We reached our destination with a tensed mood in the car. Matsujun was trying to change it, he kept throwing jokes at everything, and Kazu was so supportive with his laughs.
I wanted to wake Sho up. I kissed his lips then whispered his name in his ear. He opened his eyes immediately, and laughed anxiously. He opened Kazu's door and jumped above him who started to scream from the other boy's heaviness. Then we all followed him out of the car.
Matsujun started to get the tent, sleeping bags, and the other staff out of the car with the help of the polite Kazunari. While they were doing this, Sho, Satoshi and I searched for a good position to place our tent in.
Since the sun was about to set, we hurried to organize things. We didn't feel the running of time till Sho announced that he was hungry, he wanted dinner.
"Ammm, sorry, but I think I forgot to bring wood for fire-"
"What! What is that maid-o! What are we supposed to do now?!"
"It is NOT my fault if you were flirting with your boyfriend and didn't make even a small effort to help me pack things!" I felt proud that Matsujun signed me as Sho's boyfriend.
"Ma, ma¬ it's not a big deal! Let's just choose two or three to look around here for some wood." The genius Kazunari pointed out.
After the so many janken tries, Ohno and I were the ones who had to go. Actually Sho failed twice but he refused to go, so we ended up changing some rules so he could win.
I followed Satoshi who was walking fast in front of me. I wanted to start a conversation, but I didn't know how or what or even when.
"I heard you were Sho's boyfriend." Thank god! He started, but hell! I hate that guy! Why he had to talk about these things? What did he mean by (were)!!
"I guess we are still lovers." I chuckled nervously. Then a very long silence followed.
"You know that I love him. Right?" Okay that was direct.
"I know, and I think it is rude. Why? Because he already has a boyfriend!" I didn't know that my temper could change that fast. I felt like screaming, like punching his face to a near tree.
"You think so? I won't give up. He has to choose."
"You think he would choose you?"
"Why not?" I couldn't see his face while he talked, but I assured that his face was full of confidence, insistence and some kind of ... hope? I became speechless, what the F*** is wrong with him! I am Sho's boyfriend! I love him! And he surely loves me!! Right?
Suddenly, he turned his face to my side and smiled a sleepy smile, he stretched his arm shook my hand and said, "I am sorry. I don't want us to hate each other. I want us to be friends as well as rivals."
"Why?" I asked immediately. We could be friends and rivals?
"Matsujun likes it that way." Even if I didn't understand exactly what did he mean, I shook his hand.
We returned back to the camping place and we saw everything was ready. Matsujun wasn't joking when he said "Count on me for everything!" The thing was that nobody was there! Even Satoshi who was walking after me wasn't there. I felt kind of terrified, where are they?
"SURPRISE!!!!!" I jumped and looked at my right side to see the three men and my boyfriend standing wearing a silly hats and holding a cake! A birthday cake!
"Hey! What's is this? It's not even my birthday!"
Sho walked slowly to me, hugged my neck with his arms, then leaned to steal my breathe. We kissed, it was the most passionate kiss we had since I came back. I moaned and put my hand on his waist and pulled him to deepen the kiss.
"No No No, don't do it here!" I heard Kazu's voice from the back, many laughs followed his comment.
"We are not ready for a live porn!" If I am no mistaken, that was Matsujun's. "Although I would enjoy it."
Sho chuckled at my lips then pulled to look at their side.
"Hey, seriously what's the problem?" I asked, sincerely confused.
"It is a cake for your comeback," Sho said, "Don't leave me alone again." I smiled and pulled him to my chest repeating, "Never, never, never." I knew it was a lie. That promise was just a lie...
I thought it was stupid from me to think for a little bit that Sho didn't love me anymore.
We had a party, a really strange one, we played, laughed, ate, and danced until we felt really tired. We went to bed. Before that, Sho decided that we need to do some girly-games!
"I will put make-up on you, girls! You will be pretty~~" He insisted. We looked at him in disbelief. "Don't worry! I brought make-up with me!"
"WHAT?!" Matsujun shouted for sudden, "You brought make-up but didn't think about helping me packing? You-"
"I brought costumes also!"
"I WILL KILL YOU! YOU-"
"Who wanna start~~?" Sho interrupted Matsujun and kept ignoring him. I assured that if he looked at the younger's eyes that moment, he will be dead. The annoyed Matsujun is so scary.
Sho worked on all of us slowly. When you saw his concerned face, you would think that he was professional. God, not even for a slight little bit! He had no experience, I wondered how this idea came to his mind! However, we really enjoyed it! Even Matsujun who was complaining the whole time, laughed heartedly when he saw us. That crazy night ended by us taking photos of us with these customs and make-up Sho brought.
It was my first time sleeping outside. I couldn't sleep, the sleeping bag wasn't that good. Moreover, I already slept a few hours in the car. Also, Sho was in his sleeping bag beside me. I was able to feel his hot breath, and all I wanted was kissing his full lips forever.
"Are you asleep?" I asked him.
"No.."
I touched his warm hand so he moved closer to me. I hugged him tight, brushed his hair with my nose. God, I love him. I knew what to do, I actually had one thing in my mind, I pulled him to stand, took the small bag I kept hiding and went outside.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
I didn't answer him even when he kept asking and asking. We walked for like five minutes only. I was guiding him, his hand in mine. Once we reached the tree I saw earlier, I pushed him and smacked our lips together. I think he realized what I was aiming to do. But I decided to make it clear.
"I want you..."
Sho's pov
He was tall and homely, and holding himself. He stared at me. I was electrified, but held to that spot; he shook himself at me and I couldn’t move. We would have stayed there forever, but I saw a pair of eyes looking at our side. When I wanted to alarm Masaki, he shattered my shirt. Then I looked to the same previous spot and saw nothing.
I tried to push Masaki softly who was kissing my chest eagerly… I didn't know why, but I didn't want to go further with this. I think he noticed my reluctance, so he started a conversation.
"All right. Well you know, a lot of guys come here for fun and games."
"Fun and games?"
"Yeah." He said with his throaty and husky voice, which I was deeply in love with… one day before a year.
"What, like drugs?" I asked, playing stupid. I felt him becoming annoyed. So I wanted to start the only talk I wanted to do with him since a year. "Listen Masaki." He noticed my seriousness, so he pulled away from me and looked directly to my eyes. "You left me a year ago without saying anything, do you think you can come like this- like you hadn't done anything. Don't you think I might have changed? I might have loved someone else? I might want an explanation!"
"I knew it…"
"What?"
"You love Ohno-san."
"Wh-what?!" I looked in disgust at him, I felt completely annoyed. "What are you saying Masaki! I can't believe you are doubting my love for you! This conversation is useless!" I pushed him and he fell down, he didn't try to stand. I went back to the tent and in my sleeping bag, I started sobbing silently, this was the first time for me to cry after he left me on our wedding day. A hand started brushing my hair, I felt safe and my sobs started to calm down. I raised my head to see Kazunari smiling warmly at me.
Jun's pov,
I didn't know how I dared following them the previous night, was I curious? Or maybe I was missing having sex and I thought there might be a hot one between my master and his boyfriend? It should be like this... I prayed it was like this...
When I returned to the tent, Satoshi was the only one asleep. Masaki wasn't there. And Kazunari was patting Sho's back to calm him down. I walked straight to my sleeping bag and fell asleep deeply.
Then next morning was completely different. Like nothing had happened the whole night. I was the first who woke up and started preparing the breakfast. Luckily, I remembered bringing a stove worked with batteries, so I cooked Miso soup so the annoying master won't nag on my head. Satoshi woke up the second one, he took his fishing tools and disappeared into the woods. Moments after, I heard Kazunari and Masaki's laughs coming from the tent, when I went there, I saw Sho was sleeping with his butt raised. I joined them laughing then we woke him up. His puffy eyes declared the hard night he had had.
We waited for Satoshi for a long time, but he didn't come. So, we decided to go looking for him. We found him not far away beside the river, he was partly asleep. Sho stopped us from moving or making any sound, and he walked slowly like a thief.
Sho wanted to push Satoshi into the river. When he was about to do so, Satoshi looked behind and saw Sho. They stood still for a long moments. The three of us laughed at the silly failure of the prank. But suddenly we heard a scream followed by a water plash. When we looked at that side, we found Sho and Satoshi both in the water laughing. I didn't know what happened exactly so they ended up like this, but according to last night's events, this was so Yabai! So, I pulled Kazunari and pushed him to the water, he screamed at first, but laughed from the bottom of his heart at Masaki's face when he fell after us.
Sho didn't stop here, he asked us to take our clothes off so we could play in the water. So we did. However, minutes after, he disappeared with our clothes. And we ended up walking naked to the tent.
Kazunari asked for a revenge. And I told him I knew what to do. There was one thing that that bastard could die not to see. So when we reached the place, we make a circle around Sho, and we shook our hips, so our manhoods were dancing from side to side. The revenge was Dai Seiko! Sho was screaming and repeating "PERVERTS" . I knew that that act was the only thing that annoyed and embarrassed him. We didn't stop till we felt cold so we ran to the tent, wore some clothes and went back to eat our breakfast. It was strange that Sho didn't make a prank in that short time. I guessed that the "cocks" prank had shut him down for a little bit.
After that, we wanted to go climbing. What was crazy about this whole journey was that it wasn't planned. Whatever was in Sho's mind we will do it! We get prepared, and I could feel something was different even if they tried their best to hide it. Was I acting as a close friend or what?
"I have an announcement." Masaki said out of the blue. All of us looked at him. He was nervous. I could assure that he was really going to say a big news. He turned his face toward Sho. Then started talking without any of us interrupting him.
"I am sorry Sho-chan. I had to say these things before." His eyes were already full of tears. "Sho... the reason why I left you a year ago is..." There was a heavy silence, and I could already feel my heart pounding against my chest. "Because I was dying..." A flow of tears followed his last words. My mind became blurred, my eyes were stuck on Sho. The other men gasped, shocked, but I managed to ask him,
"Wh-what do you mean?!!"
"I have a lung cancer. I.. I left you a year ago not to hurt you. I didn't want to see you crying... However, deep inside me... all along this year, I hoped that you still loved me... I came because I wanted to spend my last few days with the person I love... to realize that he doesn't love me anymore. I realized that I became a burden for him. For his new love..."
"Masaki..."
"I am sorry." Masaki stood and left the tent. Leaving us all broken behind him. A moment after, Sho followed him, and right behind Sho, ran Satoshi-kun.
Ohno's pov;
I knew it was wrong to follow Sho right now, I knew I was acting selfishly. I knew that Masaki's condition was worst than any one of us. But what I was thinking of only was that I didn't want Sho to get hurt. I didn't want him to live through the darkness I fought hard to get out of. I didn't want him to be broken... Just like I was...
I followed him like a crazy stalker. When I got there, I guess I was a little bit late. He was already in his man's embrace, and both were crying. Between the sobs and the thick tears, Sho raised his head and smacked his lips to the younger man's. I wanted to go back to the tent. I wanted to close my eyes. I wanted to run away from here, I wanted to do many things... but I stood still... like a loser.
I saw the man I fell in love with taking off his clothes. I saw my boss pushing his body eagerly to the other guy. I felt like crying... like dying... I felt like I lost someone else beside Toma.
Hearing Sho's moan woke me up. I pulled my legs difficulty and walked back to where the others were.
Kazu's pov;
I hated myself. I was the reason of Sho and Masaki's pain! I am evil! I hated myself! A crazy guy like me should die! I was the one who prayed for them to be separated! I was the reason God sent that illness to Masaki! How I dared... My friend... Who suffered his whole life in an orphanage and dreamt about a new bright life but I, the demon, ruined his life because of my selfishness! I couldn't let him be happy with Sho!! I was jealous of him being happy with Sho!! I deserve that illness... not the innocent Masaki!! Oh god...
I wanted to push everything and smack it! I kicked everything around me and started screaming. There was someone in the tent, Matsujun maybe, but I could care less, he understood the mood and left me alone. I kept kicking anything that was around me, blankets, plates, cups, and even the bags. I kicked a bag, Sho's, and a box flew out of it and opened on the ground. I swore I saw that box somewhere before...
It's Yuriku's.
Between the anger that I felt, the confusion that filled me, and the despair that controlled me... I was able to see it... There was a letter. Why would she send him a letter when She had a phone! I decided to let my curiosity win over me. Even if it wasn't the right time to feel curious, I opened the letter, and started reading with wide shocked eyes...
Sho onii-san;
I hope you will die.
Your beloved sister; Yuriko.
End of chapter eight!
A chapter full of annoyance, huh? XD
This chapter is kind of longer than the ones before v,v
Because
ginger001 asked for alonger update XD
Looking forward for your comments ^^
JA!