Somebody loves you
Ahhh today has been such a chaos!! I was in tears just a couple of minutes ago in the office.
Literally. I was crying, sitting at my desk. As usual, no one's at the office at this hour. It's 06:25 pm.
I love my work and I don't mind working late. I don't mind working hard.
But today there was a confusion that had as a result one of my almost-boss, a lady who I respect very much and consider a friend- Mrs. V called me and implied this:
"I can not believe that you are being so irresponsible"
I was left speechless. I tried to explain the situation: I was sent to the mission against my agreement.
Of course I didn't want to go, I have tons of things to do back here at the office. I didn't want to go to a mission to climb up a mountain when work is still pending. But my boss-san asked me to go, and maybe he forgot that we had previously agreed that I DID NOT WANT TO GO, DAMN IT.
So, Mrs. V calls me to order me to return to the office to do my proper work and not waste time. I felt really bad. Even if I explained, things still weren't very clear, since my boss who gave me the order to go is out of the country.
So here, back at the office, working hard and late and alone as usual, I was crying and feeling miserable.
But then I opened a mail from my mother and found this:
And I felt very happy and thought:
"Of course I am being protected. This is so very damn small in comparison of so many good tihngs GOD has given me.
Somebody loves me and somebody protects me all the time"
And now I have a smile on my face.