stuck
I dont really know why I'm doing this, why I'm wiritng that is after almost two years of silence. I think I need an outlet. I need to vent...its not that I'm in a horrible place or anything like that but I feel like I need a breather, or maybe i just miss swimming... who knows. I''m headed to warped soon with my boys and then out to BC to visit friends and family. I've been feeling unattractive this past week and I cant shake that feeling. I dont know the source which is getting to me. Maybe its because I dont have to look around to be satisfied or maybe I just feel bloated because my rag is coming up in a few days...anyways I have to do something about it in the meantime. Perhaps watch what I eat, make sure its 100% heathly. And NO FUCKING CLEANSES! Ewww I shivered thinking of crazy eyed bitch. I'm trying not to think ahead too much and cloud whats happening now. I'm excited about europe but dreading finding a room mate, I really want to live with a friend.
I guess thats a piece of it. Maybe I'll let go in less then 24 months...who knows.
"Revenge is a meal best eaten with the mouth"
I guess thats a piece of it. Maybe I'll let go in less then 24 months...who knows.
"Revenge is a meal best eaten with the mouth"