something about airplanes
if i could take the part of myself that is happy and ok and split it with you i would. in a heartbeat i would. and now for a letter to myself from me.
dear maddie,
you can't save the world. you cant make people feel better by just caring about them. being vegetarian won't stop animals being killed. crying when you see a dead dog on the side of a freeway won't help it get into heaven, although according to disney that's where all dogs go anyways. if there is a heaven. i guess we'll never know until the time comes. you're luckier than you'll ever be able to understand. things could always be worse. everything happens for a reason. and now for an end to this cliche filled meaningless letter-
sincerely yours,
madeleine suzanne kiuttu
in other news, i received my very first 3 am phone call from andrew. and thank goodness he did call because when i woke up i remembered that i had to pee. we basically talked for 15 minutes about how he saved me and lindsay from the yellow dream. and then we laughed for like 2 minutes straight about me seeing the same music video on tv as when i fell asleep. see what i mean? its always funnier when you are half asleep.