For those of you considering...
To ever try a hard drug...my suggestion is DONT DO IT!
I had my first hard drug experience this past week. E! I dont know what made me want to try it but I just did. I think the fact of being with a bunch of close friends trying it I thought what the hell. Sure it was fun and great for the first couple of hours...actually im not gunna lie it was FUCKING AWESOME! It felt so insanely great. Then though once I stared to come down it was SOOO NOT WORTH IT. I had a huge anxiety attack for 2 hours. SUCKED ASS!
Some of you may know this and some of you may not...about two years ago I started getting severe anxiety attacks. I tried to work through them and just couldnt so I put myself on medication. It helped a ton. Then about a year ago I stopped taking my meds and had been just fine and happy ever since. That is until I tried ecstasy and it all came back. Now I have full blown anxiety attacks again and have to go back on my meds. This is why to me hard drugs of any sort are just not worth it. They are fun for the 4 hours and then poof its gone. So why even do it. NEVER AGAIN will I try any sort of hard drug EVER! Im stickin to my guns on that one.
So all of you out there who consider trying a hard drug I would think twice. I mean not everyone goes through what I went through but you never know. Something different could happen. Weather it being...going into a state of depression or just dying from it. Think twice please. Its really not worth it.
And for all you users out there. I would love to see you guys stop using hard drugs. Its just eating away at your body. Stop and just being healthy and happy sober. With maybe some occasional drinks and pot smoking sessions.
I think I will even stop drinking and smoking for awhile. There is no need for me right now. I need to get back to being mentally healthy, no anxiety attacks before I do anything again.
I am so disappointed in myself. I said I would never do a hard drug and I gave in and now look what happened. Im so disapointed. I SUCK! At least I learned though. NEVER AGAIN!
Think im a fag for writing this but I dont care.
I had my first hard drug experience this past week. E! I dont know what made me want to try it but I just did. I think the fact of being with a bunch of close friends trying it I thought what the hell. Sure it was fun and great for the first couple of hours...actually im not gunna lie it was FUCKING AWESOME! It felt so insanely great. Then though once I stared to come down it was SOOO NOT WORTH IT. I had a huge anxiety attack for 2 hours. SUCKED ASS!
Some of you may know this and some of you may not...about two years ago I started getting severe anxiety attacks. I tried to work through them and just couldnt so I put myself on medication. It helped a ton. Then about a year ago I stopped taking my meds and had been just fine and happy ever since. That is until I tried ecstasy and it all came back. Now I have full blown anxiety attacks again and have to go back on my meds. This is why to me hard drugs of any sort are just not worth it. They are fun for the 4 hours and then poof its gone. So why even do it. NEVER AGAIN will I try any sort of hard drug EVER! Im stickin to my guns on that one.
So all of you out there who consider trying a hard drug I would think twice. I mean not everyone goes through what I went through but you never know. Something different could happen. Weather it being...going into a state of depression or just dying from it. Think twice please. Its really not worth it.
And for all you users out there. I would love to see you guys stop using hard drugs. Its just eating away at your body. Stop and just being healthy and happy sober. With maybe some occasional drinks and pot smoking sessions.
I think I will even stop drinking and smoking for awhile. There is no need for me right now. I need to get back to being mentally healthy, no anxiety attacks before I do anything again.
I am so disappointed in myself. I said I would never do a hard drug and I gave in and now look what happened. Im so disapointed. I SUCK! At least I learned though. NEVER AGAIN!
Think im a fag for writing this but I dont care.