Oct 13, 2005 11:27
It sucks being so close to someone for so long and then one day, bam! You're out of the picture. It hurts to be so easily forgotten by someone you care for so much. I don't know what happened, I don't know what went wrong, and I wish it had never happened but I can't change the past. The summer of 04 was, by far, the best summer ever, not because of all the partying and crazy things that happened. It was the best because there was no drama between my friends and I and we could hang out and have a good time even if there was no alcohol or drugs involved. Now it just seems like that's all people care about and I'm not just talking about one person in general, I'm talking about a couple of different people. There was no tension, there was no bullshit. We would all just sit around and talk for hours and do nothing, but it was still the best time of my life and I miss it.