Feb 22, 2009 22:40
I got to see your beautiful face tonight, even if it was just for as long as it took us to smoke the sigies. It was hard for me to look at you, it was mutual tho you couldn't really look at me either. All of this is really over whelming... first it was the job and not being the dishwasher (WoOt!) and then being able to see you even for just a minute(double WoOt!)... Im thankful for it all tho I wouldn't take any of it back. I love you so much and I'm glad to hear that your doing well... I hope that you feel somewhat the same... thats fine i guess if you don't.....
god i hope that everything comes out GREAT in the end. I would really love it if it ended with you in my life and the both of us so happy that we don't know what to do with our selvs haha... yes that would awsome
well after all of this i can't sleep so im off to take a sleeping pill and pass the fuck out..
good night tyler james i love you. YOU TO JARED!