Feb 28, 2007 18:33
I'm tired of speeking out and not being herd.... and then when people want something or had something told to them that you said and they come to you... you just want to fucking SHOUT! I'm tired of men... there all the same... they all start out different but then in the end there all the same. I just want to curl up and cry because of annoyence and not being herd. I'm done with him... them... ALL!
I came home today and my kitty was LOOOOOOVEY! HEHE she's so cute. She was just jumpin ALL OVER ME! she was given me kisses and rubes and she was just making me all sorts of happy.... I didn't come home in a very good mood so it was nice to have her here with me. She's been up in my lap and on my computer and now she's laying in my bag of cloths HAHA she does that alot with mine and Kyles cloths... she likes to lay in his hamper and in my bags with my cloths.
Well I have to go and get ready soon for going with Kyle to his friends house... we're going to drink alittle... I think that I want to get drunk now after the small yet almost BIG confintation with Tyler..... he's been ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME latley... I guess its cause he's starting to act a little like Kyle.... says he's going to take care of things and it just seems like he doesn't take care of those things... he says he does but I never see ANY progress from him "taking care of things" so I'm starting to not trust him and he gets madd at me but I don't care because if I were to see at least a LITTLE progress out of him "taking care of things" then maybe I could trust him more with everything... I hate it with me cause if someone breaks my trust with ONE thing then the trust with EVERYTHING just going down the shitter and people just can't seem to understand that......
well I need to get ready for Kyle to take me to get drunk or buzzed or just to hang.... so
PEACE HOMMIES!