haven't seen you in awhile....

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well people I haven't seen you in awhile so I thought that maybe I would stop by and say "WHATS UP!" So yeah I just did so there.... well yeah I am moving to Idaho and finally getting out of here... I'm taking Kyle with me and I hope that it will be a better life over there then it will be here... I just hope though that he' snot like useing me to get out of here cause like sometimes some of the things he says just makes me think that he really doesn't care about me or like anything else... sometimes he'll be loving and other times he'll just I don't know be there and I don't know just sit and not talk or do anything :shruggs: I don't know what ever... all I have to do is say the word and he's gone.. I'm just waiting to find out whats really going to be going on. Another thing that has been boggling me is the fact that he's so lazy he'll be getting yelled at because he doens't wnat to do something... my aunt won't talerate that shit man she is like some who when they say soemthing they want you to jump up and do it right away.. but theres reasons for it because like she'ss take you on trips and most of it will be paid for so tecnicly your erning your way... so I just hope that he isn't lazy because I don't want hime to feel wierd because he's getting yelled at.. it'll be his falt. Another thing that will get to me is the fact that he's like.. like he won't do something or help himself to something because its not his house or what not... I don't know I'm kinda scared but then again I'm not... :shruggs: I don't know I just hope that he will have fun and feel confortable and stuff... we'll have our own room, we won't be seperated... so I hoep that helps... then theres lots of stuff to do... theres my my moms cuzs places where we can... my aunt has a big pool and then TV OF COURSE so yeah... then theres the reasort in the next town... then the carnival and Fair is coming into town over there so I just hope that he's happy... PLUS over there he can get on Food stamps and he can buy any food he wants... and he probebly has a better chance of getting a job over there then he will here so... I just hope that everything will be all right for him... I love him and I just want to make sure that he is conffy :)

Well yeah my Cynthia is giving us a cat to take and sheila said that we could have it so... plus I think that my sissy will like it hehe she's so cute... I can't wait to see her... I hope I don't cry.... I know thats like mushy or what ever but I don't care... I miss her... I can't wait to see my aunt either... she's been working alot on the property so I hope that she has lost alot of weight... I HOPE! And my mom I don't EVEN have to worry about... I hope that they save some work for me because I want to lose some weight my self... my trampoline is there and I could play around on that I miss that thing... I jsut hope that I can still jump on it... tehe ^_^ I can't wait to see Kyle on it... I've never seen Kyle on a trampoline... I've also never seen him on Jet skiis and thats why I am taking him JET SKIING YAH!

Well people it is like REALLY late so I am going to go and plus I got everyhting out so yeah.... TILL NEXT TIME...

PEACE UP
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