i would love to see you tapdance
so yeah. today, i got to rent a VHS to watch in homeroom, but end up buying $50 worth of DVDs. wtf. i got garden state, anchorman, envy, and the one about white castle burgers or wahtever. as we got home, daniel and i watched garden state and i thought it was quite good. it was cool to see zach in a more serious role outside of scrubs for once. and he gets to make out with natalie portman, who listens to iron & win and the shins (and just for the record, i knew of these bands before this film, i say hooah). but yeah, i thought it was amazing, up there with movies like donnie darko... i have to see those other movies plus monty python and the holy grail, but it's good because movies are relaxing. hopefully i get to see laura this weekend. tonight i went with tori to starbucks and got myself some coffee at like 830 so i won't sleep tonight, but it's okay becuase i won't have anything to do in homeroom for say, 4 hours. except math homeowrk. i picked up an application, but i know i wont' get hired. i would really like a better job... it eats up my weekend which really sucks. i really don't think my teacher likes me, but it's cool. i'm trying my damndest. i couldn't focus today after the test. i just could not get into anything, i felt really despondant. people keep commenting on my pictures; maybe i found my niche outside of rotc. up until like a year ago, it seems like my only contribution to school was in rotc, but now the photo thing is really picking up pace since i'm on yearbook. i like it... action shots are the shit. artsy stuff isn't as fun though. and the A1C strips keep staring at me... maybe i should go with them and not the PFC. HAHAHA yeah, sure. anyway, i'm going to go not sleep for a while. let me do my thinking...