Oct 21, 2008 21:34
so i haven't written on here in a long time, it seems my posts keep getting further and further in between. We are finally settled into our house.This place is exactly what we needed and wanted.We have a cute little family consisting of a dog(Roscoe),a puppy(Juno),a cat(Littles) and a fish(sumo sushi).We both HATE our jobs, but doing our best to get out of that situation. Everything else is great!It feels good to come home to Ellesse, cook dinner, play with the dogs, and relax. NO DRAMA. No roommates. No stress or anger.
Looking for a new car, can't decide on what I want.Ellesse is looking at Law schools,getting ready to take the LSAT.I'll be starting school soon, it finally seems like things are coming together.We're both really motivated to exceed in the things that we want, which is awesome, and I feel like our relationship
has gotten stronger too.
Think we'll be moving back to the east coast in 2 years. I really miss my family, and I think I need to be there.My parents are getting older, and i don't wanna miss out on being around them. They are AMAZING people. They all love E to death and that makes me really happy. I want her to feel what it's like to be part of a family, thats close and shows how much they love each other.Thats really important to me.I also wanna be living there when we decide to have a baby.Jesus, so many things to think about and figure out, i guess its just time.
Definitely coming back to Cali for the wedding! Wouldn't wanna do it anywhere else! Haven't had time to think about it lately, but I'm on it.
If I look out of my living room windows, I see the mountains... everyday. The sky is clear, and the air is clean.It all seems to be somewhat overwhelming,but they make me at ease and calm,and happy. I can't explain to anyone what thats like.I guess i'm in a different place in my life, ready to settle down, devote myself to my family, and make the better decisions towards where i need to be,clean and semi sober. the end. :)