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It's February 6th,2008. I have accomplished more than most in those few days of the new year.First and foremost, I am no longer at Starbucks. After 8 years of putting up with idiots and corporate schmucks.I have gone elsewhere for employment, that alone is a really big move for me.You get so used to the routine day-in and day-out, that you forget about what makes you happy and you go to work cause it becomes a fucking horrible habit, not cause you wanna go see your friends that you've made along the way. I for sure, wasn't happy there for the last few years,and everyone knew it but me.So let's just say ..I'm happy now. i'm content with my decisions that I have made so far in this year!
So, now that I have updated on that part of my life, I have more. Ellesse and I have decided to venture out of California and start something new in Colorado.We will be leaving the 3rd week in July. Besides her wanting to get into CSU for her Phd. In Psychology(she has it in the palm of her hands),I want to start putting my puzzle pieces together and get the ball rolling for my cafe.
It's what I've wanted to do for a few years now, but I knew I wasn't going to stay in California , so I waited and learned what I could from Starbucks on how to run a business the right way.A Fortune 500 company has to be doing something right!
And I want babies!!!!! I can't afford this city,... buy a house,have kids,get married, and a car????!It's way not in my budget.Kind of sad when I think about it, but I don't want my kids growing up and watching their parents just getting by cause everything is way too expensive.
Fort Collins,Co. is in Money Mag as the best place to live, invest,settle, retire,start a family,jesus, it's all there. It sounds amazing, and we both agree it's time to get our shit together and make something out of this life that we both want. God knows I'm not a mountain man, but I'll try it out, never lived away from the ocean, so this will be a big test for me.
Ellesse is much younger than me, but we just make sense. We always did, since we started.
I made a huge mistake last year that i'm trying to make up to her . She still has some trust issues with me and that makes me sad, but I need to make her see I'm not going anywhere.ever. the end.
So, as for updating...all is good! and I'm looking forward to relocating somewhere new and exciting, where neither of us know anyone, and we have to start over and make friends together. I'm definitely not saying we arent going to keep in touch or stay friends with our friends here,(some of my best friends are here, same goes for her)just make some new ones to add to the list I guess.There are a few that I want to forget, and have already,the maggots, the compulsive liars, the backstabbing best friends that steal shit from you, the ones that I dont want to remember ever being friends with, we all have them in our lives.....or did.
here are some of my favorite lyrics right now by The Moldy Peaches that I would like to share....... goodnight.
You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
So, now that I have updated on that part of my life, I have more. Ellesse and I have decided to venture out of California and start something new in Colorado.We will be leaving the 3rd week in July. Besides her wanting to get into CSU for her Phd. In Psychology(she has it in the palm of her hands),I want to start putting my puzzle pieces together and get the ball rolling for my cafe.
It's what I've wanted to do for a few years now, but I knew I wasn't going to stay in California , so I waited and learned what I could from Starbucks on how to run a business the right way.A Fortune 500 company has to be doing something right!
And I want babies!!!!! I can't afford this city,... buy a house,have kids,get married, and a car????!It's way not in my budget.Kind of sad when I think about it, but I don't want my kids growing up and watching their parents just getting by cause everything is way too expensive.
Fort Collins,Co. is in Money Mag as the best place to live, invest,settle, retire,start a family,jesus, it's all there. It sounds amazing, and we both agree it's time to get our shit together and make something out of this life that we both want. God knows I'm not a mountain man, but I'll try it out, never lived away from the ocean, so this will be a big test for me.
Ellesse is much younger than me, but we just make sense. We always did, since we started.
I made a huge mistake last year that i'm trying to make up to her . She still has some trust issues with me and that makes me sad, but I need to make her see I'm not going anywhere.ever. the end.
So, as for updating...all is good! and I'm looking forward to relocating somewhere new and exciting, where neither of us know anyone, and we have to start over and make friends together. I'm definitely not saying we arent going to keep in touch or stay friends with our friends here,(some of my best friends are here, same goes for her)just make some new ones to add to the list I guess.There are a few that I want to forget, and have already,the maggots, the compulsive liars, the backstabbing best friends that steal shit from you, the ones that I dont want to remember ever being friends with, we all have them in our lives.....or did.
here are some of my favorite lyrics right now by The Moldy Peaches that I would like to share....... goodnight.
You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you