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i hate livejournal, i had this big long entry and it didn't work...
take 2.
Today in German class, i looked at Emma for awhile and i got really sad.
i miss her.
things used to be great between us. i could just walk up to her and start talking to her no problem. now we don't talk at all and we just smile at each other in the halls, and even that is fading away.
the reason Emma doesn't talk to me (us, rather) or hang out with me anymore is because of Ben, and Ben doesn't like me because of what i did to him. i agree with him, if i were him i wouldn't like me either. but it just sucks because me and Emma were... i won't say best friends, but i would say really really good friends. now it's almost nothing.
i wish things were like they used to be. i wish Ben could forgive me. i wish i never said anything in the first place.
take 2.
Today in German class, i looked at Emma for awhile and i got really sad.
i miss her.
things used to be great between us. i could just walk up to her and start talking to her no problem. now we don't talk at all and we just smile at each other in the halls, and even that is fading away.
the reason Emma doesn't talk to me (us, rather) or hang out with me anymore is because of Ben, and Ben doesn't like me because of what i did to him. i agree with him, if i were him i wouldn't like me either. but it just sucks because me and Emma were... i won't say best friends, but i would say really really good friends. now it's almost nothing.
i wish things were like they used to be. i wish Ben could forgive me. i wish i never said anything in the first place.