I'm a bitch
And I honestly don't care. You probably deserve to hear every word that comes out of my mouth. I'm so on the verge of just telling you to go jump off a bridge. I will not tolerate being wallked all over. You people just think you can lie to someone to make them feel wanted. Well it hurts a lot more than if you just told them the truth so they could get over it. I don't want a relationship, I want best friends. I want to have a crush and not worry about hiding it. I'm sick of guys thinking they own you. Saying that I can't hangout with other guys that are just my friends. We'll until you choose to label me your girlfriend I will do whatever I please. I will go on dates with who I want, hangout with who I want, and for gods sake, fuck whoever I want. I also seem to be having a tough time still getting over previous relationships such as patrick. Even though it did not last long, he was very attached and clingy and paranoid ,that it caused me to be the same. And how he ended it was rude. I still vcant believe he had the balls to do so. And I like how another ex messaged me on myspace. I message him back, and he never responds.
If you take the time of your day to see how I'm doing, ill take the time to see how you're doing, don't leave me hangin' brother, It leaves me wondering, I miss you.
As of now there's a new kid in one of my classes. He is absolutely adorable. I don't usually date guys my age(example of why, patrick), but this kid is so cute. He's so shy and giggly, and totally loves my jokes. And he knows how to play around unlike some people. He honestly gives me something to look forward to at school seeing that a lot of my friends don't even go there.
I don't know if he likes me, but I think I'm beginning a crush. I'm going to ask him to hang out tomorrow. Its going to be good, because I know he'll say yes.
Anyways.
Lifes equally good and bad.
No real problems, pretty much chill.
Just thought I'd let you know what's on my mind seeing that I never write in here anymore.
This weekend wil hopefully be good.
Sleepover at ryans tomorrow night.
Saturday beach'n it, then show maybe? Then partying with my ladies.
Sunday homework day with katie and jackie, dinner at roadhouse.
Should be good.
If you take the time of your day to see how I'm doing, ill take the time to see how you're doing, don't leave me hangin' brother, It leaves me wondering, I miss you.
As of now there's a new kid in one of my classes. He is absolutely adorable. I don't usually date guys my age(example of why, patrick), but this kid is so cute. He's so shy and giggly, and totally loves my jokes. And he knows how to play around unlike some people. He honestly gives me something to look forward to at school seeing that a lot of my friends don't even go there.
I don't know if he likes me, but I think I'm beginning a crush. I'm going to ask him to hang out tomorrow. Its going to be good, because I know he'll say yes.
Anyways.
Lifes equally good and bad.
No real problems, pretty much chill.
Just thought I'd let you know what's on my mind seeing that I never write in here anymore.
This weekend wil hopefully be good.
Sleepover at ryans tomorrow night.
Saturday beach'n it, then show maybe? Then partying with my ladies.
Sunday homework day with katie and jackie, dinner at roadhouse.
Should be good.