Enter Holden Caulfield....
Jesus... Today was so fucked up. Starts out like any day, econ being boring, global being boring, english was a little weird, but still boring. Then at lunch had some... very bad mexican that made me a little woozy to say the least. Math was meh, I really like Mr. Tran, my teacher, now cause he's a cray chinaman from vietnam, but it felt like it took about 10 times longer than usual. During my free, I actually did work for the first time ever, and got a little bit done (wow). Econ I got out of and talked to Mr. Tran about everything. I didn't intend to, I was just going in to actually LEARN something for once instead of being stuck with the class who takes 20 minutes per problem. But that turned into me telling him about everything pretty much. Then I went to get Sabrina a Victoria's Seceret giftcard, but I had to get cash first, I went to the ATM I usually go to, but it was out of money, so I run around for another 20 minutes trying to find the other one. I finally do, and it turns out I'm out of money in my checking account. I get the card, and go to wait for te bus, and on the bus there's this girl, probly no older than 19, and her baby. And that made me depressed as hell. I started thinking about everything that led up to her having that baby, and why was there no guy with her, and did she have a job, and all this shit and it looks like it's gonna rain and I start thinking like that about everyone on the bus. I start thinking how miserable they all must be and look, and how miserable I must look to them. And that just made me depressed as hell. I just wanted to call someone, but I can't. I don't think I'd be able to tell them how I felt, and still kinda feel, because it's not really describable.... I feel sick, and tired of being broke, and tired of not doing anything with anyone, and thank god tomorrow is friday, and thank god I have a party to go to on saturday, and everything that's happening soon is a relief, which means that everying, and anything, is better than now.