Too much.
I find myself in a horrible, depressed way.
I don't really understand why.
My major thing is school right now. I have zero motivation to get up, and get going with the school year. I really hate the thought of going to class, doing homework, reading, studying.... everything. I just hate it.
I didn't feel this way last year. At least I don't think that I did. Maybe a little, but not as bad as this. Which is lame because I have such great living arrangements this year. I just don't understand.
Teddy is also on my mind.
He fucked me over real bad. Very bad. If I was any normal person, I would be pissed off to the extreme, which I am. But the truth is that I do have feelings for him, which makes me mad all over again. I just don't understand it. How can so many people, treat me so horribly?
This has made me feel better. But not completely better.
Maybe when I unfinish packing... I will feel better.....
Probably not.
I don't really understand why.
My major thing is school right now. I have zero motivation to get up, and get going with the school year. I really hate the thought of going to class, doing homework, reading, studying.... everything. I just hate it.
I didn't feel this way last year. At least I don't think that I did. Maybe a little, but not as bad as this. Which is lame because I have such great living arrangements this year. I just don't understand.
Teddy is also on my mind.
He fucked me over real bad. Very bad. If I was any normal person, I would be pissed off to the extreme, which I am. But the truth is that I do have feelings for him, which makes me mad all over again. I just don't understand it. How can so many people, treat me so horribly?
This has made me feel better. But not completely better.
Maybe when I unfinish packing... I will feel better.....
Probably not.