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i just got off the phone with amanda... she's going to bed... and i was going to when i realized that i really need to update. what's been going on in me life, you ask? well, lots of everything. i'm going to school, i'm going to work, i'm going to practice, but the best thing of all, i'm seeing the most beautiful girl in the world whom i love more than anything in existance. i honestly don't know what i'd do without her. she is everything to me.
my grades were ok for last quarter... which is good... to me. to my family... it's still not good enough. i feel like just giving up again like i did last year, because no matter what i do, it will never be good enough for them. i hate that.
work is decent... i dunno... i applied at this new store called "belk", but i just don't know if that's the kind of place i really want to work. the pay would be nice, but the hours would suck bad. so if they interview me again i might turn it down.
my running is going well... kinda... i need to loose weight bad... i weigh tooooo much. i'm ready to run though... i need some competition, so i'm looking foward to the gasparilla 5k. i'm also working for the running center at the convention center that weekend... which will be neat.
the best thing in my life right now is amanda. this thursday will be our seven month anniversary... which is awesome. i love her so much it's crazy. we talked tonight on the phone of when we first started dating... and before we started dating... it's so wonderful having a great relationship like ours that's starting to go back pretty far... i mean, sure, we have our occassional dissagreements (maybe not just occassional... but ya know :P), but at heart, we love eachother, and that's all that matters. i know we can work through any obstacle, together, since our love is so strong. i can't wait till thursday, since yet another amazing milestone will be reached for me and my baby. now i can't wait to see her beautiful face tomorrow... just thinking about her makes me smile :)
i love you, amanda
my grades were ok for last quarter... which is good... to me. to my family... it's still not good enough. i feel like just giving up again like i did last year, because no matter what i do, it will never be good enough for them. i hate that.
work is decent... i dunno... i applied at this new store called "belk", but i just don't know if that's the kind of place i really want to work. the pay would be nice, but the hours would suck bad. so if they interview me again i might turn it down.
my running is going well... kinda... i need to loose weight bad... i weigh tooooo much. i'm ready to run though... i need some competition, so i'm looking foward to the gasparilla 5k. i'm also working for the running center at the convention center that weekend... which will be neat.
the best thing in my life right now is amanda. this thursday will be our seven month anniversary... which is awesome. i love her so much it's crazy. we talked tonight on the phone of when we first started dating... and before we started dating... it's so wonderful having a great relationship like ours that's starting to go back pretty far... i mean, sure, we have our occassional dissagreements (maybe not just occassional... but ya know :P), but at heart, we love eachother, and that's all that matters. i know we can work through any obstacle, together, since our love is so strong. i can't wait till thursday, since yet another amazing milestone will be reached for me and my baby. now i can't wait to see her beautiful face tomorrow... just thinking about her makes me smile :)
i love you, amanda