Nov 20, 2005 10:30
special commission: investigate moral consumption. causes of aggression as a means for sublimation. excess of emotion increasing incidents of friction. family against family, law against law, devastation.
medication available? nominal. unacceptable projections. disquiet among masses. farcical war. tragic war.
-confession
if free, entirely responsible. dead-set against the diagram. indifferent to judgment. frolicking with ease. performing a satire in tragic jest. making a mockery, etc.
all a fumble, all is foul. comfort is a wretched mediocrity. but nice. good sleep.
dance like a gusty tree in perpetual, impossible. get it out. pull all the stops. don't forever wait for fleeting thoughts that gravitate, resist, negate.
if a man pauses at a bus stop to smoke, put in your advice, make a contribution, perhaps to placate, if nothing else. force it out or it will rot your stomach. a confusion and indigestion, spinning inward. but don't put it down absently. register hypotheses amid events. grieve in irrational existence and make sense of nothing. form obscure opinions in the dark of an age. don't even trouble with a dream. save your time for the movies or an exciting novel. buddy up for warmth, nostalgic misanthrope. gather round to stink. break apart the honey pot of dignity in man, wag your cynic's tail, indifferent.
apart is a decent scene. there are no voices. what haunts these spaces with no anger? feeling toward like a finger. an introspection, deliberation. skill for acceptance, gratitude, and perplexity.