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I'm such an animal. I realize this.
-Spring time I just wanna find a mate.
-Summertime I just wanna fuck and exercise vigorously
-Fall time I just wanna store up food and breath in crisp air and drink hot chocolate with my mate.
-Wintertime I just wanna sleep and cry.
This happens every year.
The world effects us so much. Humans are animals. Really. Why do we think we're better than them?
In other news, my Austrian girl, Rosie, is everything that I have been looking for in a woman. Every relationship you learn something. You get to better know what you want, and what you absolutely don't want.
She's really creative and writes little stories that are incredible. I'm gonna illustrate some of them during my term off. I always wanted someone creative. Someone who I find brilliant.
She works with kids, which I have gotten to learn to love recently (kids that is; being that I now teach them) and she and I have the same sense of humor.
I can riff with her for hours.
I love that.
I'm enjoying it :)
I'm trying not to let the back of my mind speak to me though. The back of my mind is saying "you're having fun now, you're in love now, but just you wait, everything turns to shit eventually. Things that you find cute now, you might find irritating in the future. And same for her towards me....relationships never last...girls are whores...no one is faithful...." but I don't listen.
My therapist says I think too much.
I'm trying to be more like Winnie the Pooh.
.
Zoe is softly singing The Beatles in the next room.
I love my friends.
I'll miss them. But I love LA too. I can't wait to go back :)
-Spring time I just wanna find a mate.
-Summertime I just wanna fuck and exercise vigorously
-Fall time I just wanna store up food and breath in crisp air and drink hot chocolate with my mate.
-Wintertime I just wanna sleep and cry.
This happens every year.
The world effects us so much. Humans are animals. Really. Why do we think we're better than them?
In other news, my Austrian girl, Rosie, is everything that I have been looking for in a woman. Every relationship you learn something. You get to better know what you want, and what you absolutely don't want.
She's really creative and writes little stories that are incredible. I'm gonna illustrate some of them during my term off. I always wanted someone creative. Someone who I find brilliant.
She works with kids, which I have gotten to learn to love recently (kids that is; being that I now teach them) and she and I have the same sense of humor.
I can riff with her for hours.
I love that.
I'm enjoying it :)
I'm trying not to let the back of my mind speak to me though. The back of my mind is saying "you're having fun now, you're in love now, but just you wait, everything turns to shit eventually. Things that you find cute now, you might find irritating in the future. And same for her towards me....relationships never last...girls are whores...no one is faithful...." but I don't listen.
My therapist says I think too much.
I'm trying to be more like Winnie the Pooh.
.
Zoe is softly singing The Beatles in the next room.
I love my friends.
I'll miss them. But I love LA too. I can't wait to go back :)