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My computer died.
And im starting to think that there will be no ressurecting it, not this time.
Whatever is wrong is just too bad.
When I gave up on fixing it last night, I stoped and took a long look at it, and I realized it was proably one of my best friends, and now it was gone.
An entire reality I had managed to construct with this machine.
It was very sobering to be woken up from digitial lala land like that, Oh well I guess ill have more time to read physical books.
I had planed on going to Fallbrook this weekend, but now it appears that ill have to stay here and work on school stuff. I am so fed up with school, and yes ive always had a distaste for school we all have, but lately it has been worse then I could have ever imagined. It is with such intensity that I feel asthough I am going to explode out my own chest.
They added a finals week AFTER the last day, just another pile of bullshit before they let me get the fuck out.
And im starting to think that there will be no ressurecting it, not this time.
Whatever is wrong is just too bad.
When I gave up on fixing it last night, I stoped and took a long look at it, and I realized it was proably one of my best friends, and now it was gone.
An entire reality I had managed to construct with this machine.
It was very sobering to be woken up from digitial lala land like that, Oh well I guess ill have more time to read physical books.
I had planed on going to Fallbrook this weekend, but now it appears that ill have to stay here and work on school stuff. I am so fed up with school, and yes ive always had a distaste for school we all have, but lately it has been worse then I could have ever imagined. It is with such intensity that I feel asthough I am going to explode out my own chest.
They added a finals week AFTER the last day, just another pile of bullshit before they let me get the fuck out.