HAPPY VAL DAY, TO MY BEST LADY!!!!

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[edit: and to all the other people i love, too. thanks for being alive! whether you're next to me, across the strait, across the country (holla, swah!), or across the damn world, i'm still glad we're friends. as to all the people no longer in my life: thanks for making me me. love and kisses to the babes <3]

Soni - Throwing wishes to the sea , says:
LOL@brent chauvin
• \/ • Sound trapped in a bubble. says:
hahahahahahahhahaa

thank you for dealing with me, for being patient, for understanding (somewhat) that i don't know whats the matter, either. ya ya ya. you guys are awesome. thank you for making me feel better, i know i've been a pretty huge bitch lately, and it's tough to deal with, and i'm taking it out on you, or others who don't deserve it. i love you.

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here i ( Read more... )

but i dont like how it feels like you have some kinda expectation for me. like.. well, i mean to say, you are the one that just up and left. and expected me to follow. i know i said i would move to van but at the same time.. i don't know if i want to. i don't know anything anymore. and mentioning that you will be in australia by the time i get to ( Read more... )

Feels a bit like I hardly matter to some people any more.. stupid people. I hate that whole "growing apart" thing.

But yesterday was fun. Woke up on a couch at me sisters, went home, saw Vaaaaaaal ! and we walked down to Catcat's house, stopping at some park to take sweet pictures. Hung out with Cat for a bit, then went to get Jesse and me, Val, ( Read more... )

How many of you will care about this awesome retelling of my extra-long weekend? I don't care! I'm telling it anyways!
Hooray!

Starts on Friday, with me going downtown and adventuring on my own. Untill I met Jesse and Jackie, and sat and giggled with them for a while. Then I decided I should probably catch my bus, on which I met Kristy and Krystal.

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My best friend is the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I don't praise her enough. I don't know what I would do without her. Even though she isn't even around me, she is still my rock. She keeps me grounded and she keeps me focused. She is the one person in all of the world I would do anything for, no matter what. I've never fought more ( Read more... )

I hate how hard it is to communicate these days. Anything I say can be taken ten different ways, espeically if you're not really paying attention, which only like 1% of people do, to me, anyways. And I love how seeing me on my birthday is less important than, say, a band, or something. Especiialy if we had plans ( Read more... )

My other fucking half so fuckingsoon!! I miss her so fucking much, fuck fuck fuck fcuk fcufkcfkcufck

I miss you baby

I LOVE YOU

no matter what you are!!!!!

love you love lvoe

i am

RAMBLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and happy

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I keep seeing death everywhere. The tiny body dragged under the wheel and around and left there. I keep thinking "what if?" What-if's aren't so good to think about. They make you kind of sad. The past few days have been so good.. but so bad. I have so many stressors under my belt. It's hard to ignore but hard to think about. I think I'm also being ( Read more... )