1 and then a 2, 2 and then a 3, 3 and then a 4, then you gotta BREATH
Well i guess its just one of those days. or rather its turning into one of those weeks. where your just depressed and mad about everything at everyone for no real paticular reason.
im so sick of this place and my life and how i feel. it never goes away and no one seems to understand. it seems like i try to let it out but no one quite hears me and i feel all alone. i know thats not true and that i have all my friends... but you know sometimes it still feels like no one.
anywho i guess the only answer i can give myself and anyone will give me is just keep going and soon things wil get better... that may be so but "soon" isnt now and i feel like shit now.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don?t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you?re bleeding
No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I?m happy
But I?m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don?t know what it?s like
What it?s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like