I really don't do this much
I don't se3em to be on the net as much as I used to.
Guess it is because I am to busy or sleepy or not bored enough!
Anyway, today totally sucks.
I just got to say good bye to one of my vest friends growing up.
He is leaving for two years and I doubt I will be here when he gets
back. I can't believe he is leaving. It didn't even really phase me until I was saying good bye and I couldn't stop from balling.
I guess I am a baby.
Up til now though it seems all of my friends are leaving me behind and my whole world is changing.
I don't want it all to change, I like it just as it is.
I don't know though. Maybe it needs a change because as of late I am not feeling the best about myself.
I work to much and sleep to little.
Oh yeah and for those of you who feared my getting back with you know who! Don't worry aparrently I am no longer good enough for even that.
i thought i would never really hit the bottom but man I feel like shit and I really don't care to try all that much anymore.
I doubt I will upate again for a while or even at all.
Life is boring and I don't need to spread that on everyone else.
One thing I do know is that I am incredibly pessimistic and that is the reason no one wants to be around me.
But hey can you really blame me?
Anyway, just a heads up to all those who don't know i am gona get a tattoo soon hopfully.
It is gona wicked. Bri my best friend is designing it.
Well so long for now,
always and forever,
Max
Guess it is because I am to busy or sleepy or not bored enough!
Anyway, today totally sucks.
I just got to say good bye to one of my vest friends growing up.
He is leaving for two years and I doubt I will be here when he gets
back. I can't believe he is leaving. It didn't even really phase me until I was saying good bye and I couldn't stop from balling.
I guess I am a baby.
Up til now though it seems all of my friends are leaving me behind and my whole world is changing.
I don't want it all to change, I like it just as it is.
I don't know though. Maybe it needs a change because as of late I am not feeling the best about myself.
I work to much and sleep to little.
Oh yeah and for those of you who feared my getting back with you know who! Don't worry aparrently I am no longer good enough for even that.
i thought i would never really hit the bottom but man I feel like shit and I really don't care to try all that much anymore.
I doubt I will upate again for a while or even at all.
Life is boring and I don't need to spread that on everyone else.
One thing I do know is that I am incredibly pessimistic and that is the reason no one wants to be around me.
But hey can you really blame me?
Anyway, just a heads up to all those who don't know i am gona get a tattoo soon hopfully.
It is gona wicked. Bri my best friend is designing it.
Well so long for now,
always and forever,
Max