The update to end all updates
Well, here we are. I've come to the realization that there the use for this journal has become almost nil, and I'm pretty sure I'll just shut it down, unless any of you out there have any great reasons this site needs to stay. Anybody out there actually pay attention to this thing anymore? I pretty much don't. Ahhh.... but maybe I'll leave in because over the summer there's not much to do... but anyway, here's a quick synopsis of my life right now. Things are going good. I've decided I'm sick of being the nice guy all the time. I can be an ass when I like to, and that's okay because, surprisingly enough, people in general seem to like and respect me more that way. So, I've basically lost all the dead weight in my life, I've almost completely stopped talking to Mandy, no extreme reason for this, but she's been getting on my nerves. of course i haven't talked to leslie in what's now been about 2 months, a great acheivemt seeing as she's in all but 1 of my classes and we have the same lunch. And you know what? I'll NEVER talk to her again. Period. And I do hope it's forever because if i do see her in the afterlife it'll mean i must've screwed up pretty bad. also i haven't talked to rachel in about 2 weeks, as long as she'd rather be around and talk to tyler far be it for me to take up any of that time. in other news i've found someone new to like who i can really like for who they are as well as for their appearence, and things are going pretty well with her, she's always all smiles and laughing around me, something that i've come to realize is a pretty good thing. so, now i will put something in writing so that all may behold it and know the truth. I NEVER LIKED LESILE. I ONLY LIKED HER BODY AND HATED HER PERSONALITY, IF HER SOUL COULD BE MANIFESTED INTO A PHYSICAL FORM I WOULD VOMIT ALL OVER IT AND WHATEVER ELSE HAPPENED TO BE WITHIN TEN FEET OF ME. MAY SHE LIVE SEPERATED FROM ME COMPLETELY FOR ALL OF ETERNITY. I NEVER LIKED MANDY. I ONLY ASKED HER OUT TO MAKE A POINT, AND ACTUALLY WAS COUNTING ON HER SAYING NO. OH, AND BTW, I DON'T LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT LESLIE ANYMORE. NOTHING. NOT HER PERSONALITY, NOT HER INTELIGENCE, AND AT THIS PIONT NOT EVEN HER BODY.(lET'S JUST SAY IN AN ATTIC SOMEWHERE THERE'S A PORTRAIT OF HER GETTING SKINNIER) I WAS OVER SHANNON AFTER A WEEK. I DID NOT ASK FOR HER BACK, I DID NOT WANT HER BACK, AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SHE HAS COME TO MIND IN A VERY LONG TIME. And people, please, none of this is a secret, in fact, i encourage you, tell your friends,family, relatives, garden tools, whatever. i wouldn't put it on the internet if it was private. well, have a nice day.