Alright...
I am back again. This time things are a little brighter than my last post. (which by the way I didnt notice was so negative until my father pointed it out to me today.) Anyway, I have a job now so that took away a little of the depression that I was feeling before. But, I still really want to move, I just need to save up some money before I can go. I've stopped talking to many people from Massachusetts because I just cant deal with the highschool drama anymore. It's kinda sad because I didnt know how untrue a certain friend was until this week. But I am done trying to help people that are beyond helping, It's sad to think because I tried to help her so much and I got shit back. Im done worrying about that, I'm just going to do my shit and get to where i need to be in my life.
Moving this far away was not the greatest Idea, but atleast I know now. No matter what my mother says, I did give it a chance. I may not have given it a fair chance, but I gave it a chance. You know what? I am a daddy's girl. I dont like being away from my dad. I dont like being away from my church... I dont like being away from home. and my mother may say its the biggest mistake I can make but I don't think I could stay out here any longer than I have to.
I am happy to know, However, that no matter what I choose my father is there for me, and the majority of my family will support me. I think living out here has helped me to see that I'm fortunate enough to not be kicked out every other day, or on drugs or whatever and the few friends I have are there through thick and thin and have been through so much that I feel like I have a lot of people to help me. Thanks to those of you have been there. I really appreciate it. Those of you who haven't I am not going to waste my time or energy on caring. Call me if you want. I wont lose any sleep if you dont.
Kristin
Moving this far away was not the greatest Idea, but atleast I know now. No matter what my mother says, I did give it a chance. I may not have given it a fair chance, but I gave it a chance. You know what? I am a daddy's girl. I dont like being away from my dad. I dont like being away from my church... I dont like being away from home. and my mother may say its the biggest mistake I can make but I don't think I could stay out here any longer than I have to.
I am happy to know, However, that no matter what I choose my father is there for me, and the majority of my family will support me. I think living out here has helped me to see that I'm fortunate enough to not be kicked out every other day, or on drugs or whatever and the few friends I have are there through thick and thin and have been through so much that I feel like I have a lot of people to help me. Thanks to those of you have been there. I really appreciate it. Those of you who haven't I am not going to waste my time or energy on caring. Call me if you want. I wont lose any sleep if you dont.
Kristin