i guess its over now...
im a frickin idiot!!! i think i ruined a really good friendship... and don't really know what to do about it cuz a serious conversation would be outta the question considering that'll never happen... just got this strong urge... not sure why or about what but i know things can't be left this way, cuz i would feel terrible cuz i know how i am... unresolved issues pick at me and tear me apart until i fix em... not to be cliche but it takes 2 to tango... im not going to ask what i should do cuz i'll just hear "talk about it"... WELL DUH!!! i got 3 weeks but i know YOU know how i feel about the situation... anywho... still love you... don't ever do it again!!!