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ok... im not bitching or anything but do you ever just get the feeling no one wants to be around you? it sucks not having money.... it just sucks... you ever just feel left out.... ever feel like you don't know where you are going in life... ever feel like everyone is watching your every move? its saturday night and all the plans that i had or was planning on doing completely fell through and im not gonna lie, it hurts... but i can't help what other people do... i just gotta suck it up and roll with the punches... but its frustrating and crushing and depressing feeling left out... and everyone is gonna say... "your not left out" etc and so on... fucking duh i know this... but how i am supposed to stop how i feel... god why can't everything just be so much easier!?!?