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[maxavier]

Alright this is the entry where I'm truthful about my feelings. I'm not gonna try and be a "man" by withholding how I feel. I'm upset about Emily breaking up with me. I know to most the relationship did not seem like it was much, but to me it did mean something. I very often count my blessings because its kinda rare that a really good thing happens to me, and usually when I do get it, I just end up losing it. I don't want to sound corny and this is not a pity entry so save it, I don't want to hear it. I am just saying that I miss her and I wish there was something I could do to get her back.

I'm not one to live in the past and I will not get to far into the future. I'm gonna live in the present in the best way I know how.

All I can hope for is that she will be happier without me.