ok, here we go.
ok so i am sitting in my normal chair, looking at my same computer for god knows how many hours now and its only 9 00 clock, im listening to bands, some i like some i dont even really care for but they are different enough to hold myinterest. I just got off the phone with my ex girlfriend and it was nice to hear her voice...for a change, there was no sinister tone when she was speaking...we talked about alot of stuff...i kinda wish i never picked up the phone...."one awkward conversation can ruin my whole day," is a good way to put it...my whole life is pretty sad lately, im lucky i have amazing friends and making some truly incredible new ones as of late(money plan)as well. my check never came from starbucks last friday and still hasnt come and tomorrow is wednesday...WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING On....i am sooo poor and i have to pay my bills and i dont know how i am gonna do it...i am really nervous about some of this stuff money and bills and stuff....i went to pats cabin this weekend with all my friends, it was really nice...i had a fun time....i got to spend some time with martin which i havent done for a while and hung out with all the boys and spend some real quality time with veter fishing talking about life and girls at 2 am....its something i know i am definitly gonna be thing about when he is off doing something with his life....im gonna miss him. alyssa darren and jess showed up late to the cabin at like 1 am on saturday and it was good to see alyssa and meet that jess girl for real,, she seems quiet....but i will work my charm on her....i also got to hang out with darren and stay up all night and talk about everything which was great felt like old times....clark and nelson showed up and eventually ended up ending in disaster but wasnt all that bad having him around, at least for me he didnt drink my booze cuz i didnt have any, but the fucker ate like half my thing of oreos....eh whatever i heard he has a vaginapenis anyway.....i also realized when girls are around everyone likes to smoke cigarettes..which rules...lets bring that shit back....
top 5 things at pats cabin
5.getting lost with al in the woods and talking about treealiens and making vocal chug songs
4.clark and nelson in the little sailboat...faggots
3.my ability to capsize the little kayak but turn it into a good way to feal a skinny girls ass while she tries to get into her boat.
2.listening to drunk joe speak the truth about higher education
1. drumrollllllll.......alyssa and jess' shower rendevous.....you know you love it lesbos
5 awesome bands right now
1.Motion City Soundtrack
2.Yaphet Kotto
3.Love is Red
4.Misery Signals
5.New casket lottery
andrew wk is this friday and i am dying to go, its been so long since i have seen him last... i always miss him when he comes around...hopefully i will have some money by then. i gotta work a lot the rest of week its a total bummer, not entirely a bummer, because i like starbucks but it takes up possible time i am online, just kidding...........so yeh, this whole not having a girlfriend thing is bumming me out lately, i just need a chick that will come and watch tv/old school dvd on my bedchair and fall asleep with me....thats really all i want...i am a good boyfriend you should ask my exgirlfriends if you see them it really is true...all the hype, all totally true.
IM A GOOD FUCKING GUY.
i dont get it.
oh well i am getting into my emo livejournal mood where i just write about how bad everything is instead of wtiing about everything that is good....im healthy, i have my family and friends, i have a job and car... i dont know... i was talking to a kid i work with the other day and he has acomplished a lot for such a young age he bought his own car got a great fucking job pretty much lives on his own....and hes a year younger than me...its disconcerting...but we have some more in common, we need someone, we are relationship guys...which sucks but it had struck us both, whichisnt a bad thing but it has its downsides....i wish i had someone in my life that was close to me and i could spend time with.
whew sorry everyone....all that and i still dont feal better, sorry someone please tell me how to put pictures on this so i can post a picture of a giant man size chicken.
top 5 things at pats cabin
5.getting lost with al in the woods and talking about treealiens and making vocal chug songs
4.clark and nelson in the little sailboat...faggots
3.my ability to capsize the little kayak but turn it into a good way to feal a skinny girls ass while she tries to get into her boat.
2.listening to drunk joe speak the truth about higher education
1. drumrollllllll.......alyssa and jess' shower rendevous.....you know you love it lesbos
5 awesome bands right now
1.Motion City Soundtrack
2.Yaphet Kotto
3.Love is Red
4.Misery Signals
5.New casket lottery
andrew wk is this friday and i am dying to go, its been so long since i have seen him last... i always miss him when he comes around...hopefully i will have some money by then. i gotta work a lot the rest of week its a total bummer, not entirely a bummer, because i like starbucks but it takes up possible time i am online, just kidding...........so yeh, this whole not having a girlfriend thing is bumming me out lately, i just need a chick that will come and watch tv/old school dvd on my bedchair and fall asleep with me....thats really all i want...i am a good boyfriend you should ask my exgirlfriends if you see them it really is true...all the hype, all totally true.
IM A GOOD FUCKING GUY.
i dont get it.
oh well i am getting into my emo livejournal mood where i just write about how bad everything is instead of wtiing about everything that is good....im healthy, i have my family and friends, i have a job and car... i dont know... i was talking to a kid i work with the other day and he has acomplished a lot for such a young age he bought his own car got a great fucking job pretty much lives on his own....and hes a year younger than me...its disconcerting...but we have some more in common, we need someone, we are relationship guys...which sucks but it had struck us both, whichisnt a bad thing but it has its downsides....i wish i had someone in my life that was close to me and i could spend time with.
whew sorry everyone....all that and i still dont feal better, sorry someone please tell me how to put pictures on this so i can post a picture of a giant man size chicken.