so yeh its been wuite a long fucking time since i updated my live juornal and lets get right out in the open about the whole thing... who hates when people styart off there entries like that... its true, you usually just hope people will keep posting comments about what you wrote but they eventually stop and you eventually feel stupid...whatever, i like live journal and reading about everyone i know or at least the two people that update reguarly... its such an endearing way to communuicate with people...haha yeah right.....so, i have been working nonstop for the past few days... i have been going to band practice and it has been incredible, i am in a band that i like and all the people im in a band with actually like what we are doing... im happy its a fun time...i have also had a ridiculously large influx of girls i want to hold hands with...heres a list...
1.Tracy from Subject: (optional)
2.Newbury girl
3.J Miller
4.Faith(from 5 months ago)
5.Hardcore tara from mobil
6.Elisha Cuthbert
7.the girl that sings backups on the from autumn to ashes album
8.Maggie
9.Scarlette
10.Iced gande soy latte girl
11.the girl that works at shaws that smiles at me like she wants my junk when i buy diet pepsi and skittles
12.cameron diaz
yeh my mind has been all over the place lately, mostly because my friends situation is still all over the fucking place...i had been really spinned around by the whole thing and still feel crappy about the whole thing, butwhat happens now, bygons be bygons i guess...
i am going to new england harcore and metal restival this weekend, it should be a fun time, i am going to see a lot of really fun bands and i am going with some of my best friends in the world and it should be a incredible trip...at least on friday, saturday might be rough because i have to work at 5:30-11pm and then go straight from starbucks to worcester for the all day event.. but im gonna tough it out... for the core...hahaha
i have realized that my world has been consisting of kellys chicken fingers, iced venti black iced tea with lemonade, text messaging, late night long distance phone calls, myspace and talking to people i want to know on my computer for 6 hours a day...i got a gym membership and i decided to ban kellys from my life, it would help me out...i have been to the gym one since i got my month long membership i should take advantage of it more seeing my mom spent 50 bucks on it for me, and now i feal bad
so the band thing like i said before is going extremely well, we have about five songs, two that are all done and three that are about to be finished and it rocks my world... go hear to listen to one of them
http://www.purevolume.com/AndTheCitysGone we are looking for a bass player and want to play shows in about a month so hook us up if you wanna...
i guess i should go becuase it took me forever and a day to write all this down and i can imagine it going much further from what i have already put down so come visit me on my space ill be there until 2 am. hearts max