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Im at school, not doing much. I finished my test - pretty easy - and Im thinking about a lot of things. I should really stop doing that.
Anyways I'm in pain right now, a lot of it, but I'm okay. It makes me feel alive. I guess I've just been thinking about how close I came to death, and it scares me. a lot. Like, before when life and death was in my hands there was nothing to be afraid of but suddenly, it was taken out of my control and I'm fucking scared. I feel like no one knows how much I love them or appreciate them and i dont want something to happen without them knowing.
Well I signed up on the Pratt community, feel the waters I suppose. Dani is going to see Brokeback mountain today - I want to go :( but I'm sure she'll have fun peewee hermaning it in the theater.
chat later
~M
Im at school, not doing much. I finished my test - pretty easy - and Im thinking about a lot of things. I should really stop doing that.
Anyways I'm in pain right now, a lot of it, but I'm okay. It makes me feel alive. I guess I've just been thinking about how close I came to death, and it scares me. a lot. Like, before when life and death was in my hands there was nothing to be afraid of but suddenly, it was taken out of my control and I'm fucking scared. I feel like no one knows how much I love them or appreciate them and i dont want something to happen without them knowing.
Well I signed up on the Pratt community, feel the waters I suppose. Dani is going to see Brokeback mountain today - I want to go :( but I'm sure she'll have fun peewee hermaning it in the theater.
chat later
~M