Simply... love lost
We are finally here together again. The time before last was when my family life got turned upside down. The last time you and i sat and talked and i thought you still cared about me. Even in the slightest i thought maybe just maybe there was a way for us to be friends.
What a fool i was... now i know that you betrayed me, you were the one that pulled the strings to my heart to the point of breaking.
I cant trust you and yet i am here until we work this through. I was so blinded thinking you were decent because you werent screwing me over but this is the best thing you wanted. Now you have both of us thinking the other is gone, can you even be honest with yourself.
I need to fix myself, i need to close these scars and leave them be. I cant keep opening them to give you a chance you dont deserve for the scrap of kindness you throw my way.
I deserve better.